.·:¨`:·. NUMBER SIX.·:¨`:·.

[016] View Finder (chapter 1)

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 02:47:52 GMT

I have another ficcie I promised to write (Mostly for babie_azn_angel !!! YUS. READ IT. <3)
This one is a lot different from the other fic I'm currently writing :D Still same sexy alicenine, with a new twist!!!

TITLE: View finder (srsly.)
AUTHOR: jun_x_kohta
RATING: NC-17 (for VIOLENCE, LANGUAGE AND SOME SEXING)
PAIRING: ALICE NINE x CW x NOBU. LOLZ.

---->SAGA X HIROTO, SAGA X SHOU, SHOU X TSUBASA (mostly implied), SAGA X TAKA (also implied *cough*)
DISCLAIMER: I DON"T OWN ARISU OR CW. IF I DID. I WOULD MAKE ARISU DO PRONZ AND HAVE CW MAKE OUT WITH THEM. XDD
SUMMARY: Bounty hunters of the dead, Saga and Hiroto are faced with the supernatural!! (you'll have to read the rest to find out :D)

CHAPTERS: 1 / ?
THANK YOU: To MARU-cho/Ophelia for co-brainstroming with me & totaly fangirling over Saga atm to force ~~convince~~ me into writing this!!! ^_^ And for the idea of a crossover with Arisu, CW and "badass" Nobu! ROFL. Thankies very much!

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1:30 AM-SATURDAY 12/2

"be quick, remain unseen and get the job done." This was the code of the bounty hunters; firm and straight to the point. No room for questions and certainly no room for error.

A single light was lit in the dimming darkness of what appeared to be some kind of a bedroom. A soft clicking noise could be heard several times, the small light appearing and dissapperaing everytime it had done so. Sitting, crouched over and resting his elbows at the ends of his knees, a man's figure barely outlined by the hue of the moon was sitting complacently on the bed. A lighter was clenched in his hand as he impatiently tried to light a cigarette. Several more clicks repeated before he had become successful~

Looking around, the room itself was a comforting one even in the blinding darkness that surrounded it. It was often times like these that caused memories to flood back. There was something about the night time that had stimulated such behavior and in all truth it bugged the man deeply. His past wasn't one you could call completely "pleasant" and on occassion bad memories would always make their vicious return no matter how much he tried to supress it.

Thinking about it indistinctively caused the man to take a long drag of his cigarette, inhaling as much as his body could handle. He let out a long smoke filled sigh, taking his free hand to tangle through his soft brown hair; an obvious sign of stress.

He hated having such contradicting feelings in the night more than anything. This place, this apartment, it was his safe haven...a place of comfort and relaxation. Though it was also a place flooded with memories. Painful, happy, and even sad.

Sometimes, when the thought crossed his mind...he thought about his childhood. Or..at least tried too. All of it got blurred in the pages of the past. His memory just wasn't what it used to be...

" I wonder how it came to be like this..."

Laying back on his bed, the man tried to rid the thoughts from his mind. He had already gone and spoiled a nice night like this already. That's when his phone rang. Like always, at an untimely hour. The vibrations ran down the length of the man's thighs making him feel a bit....unnerved. Reaching quickly in to his pocket, he retrieved his phone not even bothering to see who was calling him before saying a somewhat firm "Hello?"

"Saga, We have a new assignment. I want you to stop by my office, 2am sharp, don't be late. It seems as if a certain someone has returned for a second round. We'll talk soon."

Saga didn't even have enough time to respond before he heard a soft clicking on the other end, signaling the end of the phone call. Smiling, he took another taste of his cigarette. His Boss Taka wasn't one to fuck around with. What he said, was to always be taken with the utmost seriousness. But then, that was what made him so dangerously appealing. Saga wasn't one that preferred being commanded being the stubborn, independent guy he always was, but letting his headstrong front down in front of Taka never bothered him. Taka was a powerful man and Saga, as much as he didn't want to admit it, liked it.

suddenly glancing at the table side clock, remembering he had to somewhere to go and perferrably fast, Saga looked at the glowing red numbers that emitted from it. His heart almost sank when his eyes gazed over the numbers. 1:43am. He had almost got too wound up in his thoughts.

"shit."

His spat the word out, worried and a bit nervous that he might not be able to get to the main office in time...Failing to report to his superior on the exact hour always lead to some kind of crazy punishment. Especially when it was a serious sounding case as this one. Saga had learned over the years that whenever Taka didn't explain the case over the phone was a big indication he was going to be faced with something huge. No matter how much he secretly liked submissing to Taka, punishment on these standards were never fun. They were always beneficial in ways, yet humiliating and degrading in others. Shaking the thought from his head, Saga crushed his cigarette on a near by ash tray and got up from the bed.

The room was completely dark now, the light of his cigarette long gone from sight. Saga turned around once to view the solemnly dark room behind him before grabbing his coat and keys,leaving with silence.

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12:21pm SATURDAY. 12/2

"Yes, just that like that. Good, good. Tilt your head back just a bit...There! Now stay still please."

Quick flashes of light filled the small studio room in unison with the sounds of rapid clicking as a photoshoot was taking place. Looking through the lens of his camera, the rather young photographer focused on his subject as diligently as he seemed fit. His model, who was currently sprawled across his bed, was an attractive one. There was something about him that caused him to be so stunning that particular day...Maybe it had been the way he was positioned on his bed; on his back with his hips slightly turned to the side, his hands laying gracefully above his head and lips parted. Or maybe it had been the way his shirt fell slightly open, revealing his creamy, soft skin. Whatever the reason, it had him in some kind of a trance.

"Something wrong Shou?" The young man asked seeing that his friend had a blank look about his face.

The younger shook his head. "I'm sorry. I must be tired today. I can't concentrate."
That was a lie. He just didn't want to admit to his friend he had a small attraction to him... photographing him like this.

In all truth, it had been the first time he had thought about photographing people, let alone a male figure such as his friend. The topic spontaneously happened one day, when the both of them were out drinking coffee and reviewing Shou's photographic journal.
Have you ever photographed people?
He shook the thought from his head. Not wanting to remember how it got this way, how he had got sucked into doing this.

"Maybe we should have a break...After all, it's your birthday! You shouldn't be stressed out any." The older boy sat up on his bed, his hair a bit tazzled from laying on it.
"I found this interesting shop..I think you'd like it. It has a bunch of things that you would find interesting Shou. Want to go?"

He nodded his head in response.
"Sounds good! But in the meantime I want to go develop these shots for you. It'll only take a few minutes."

"But Sho-"

"Don't worry. It's my way of thanking you, Tsubasa. Besides, you're the only one who is willing enough to cope with being photographed by me. You should see the shots now!" Shou smiled and turned to head for his dark room, convieniently situated one door over to his studio room. A few minutes later he came out, a pile of pictures in his hands, a grimace clearly reflected on his face.

Tsubasa turned his attention towards his friend, immediately knowing what that look meant having been around him long enough to know.
"Let me see them. They can't be that bad! I always like your photos, Shou. If i didn't I wouldn't trust you photograph me to begin with." He smiled lightheartedly trying in vain to make his friend feel better.
Climbing off the bed, Tsubasa made his way towards Shou, gently grasping the pictures that wobbled in his shaking hands. Tsubasa flipped through them; his eyes looking them over piece by piece.
"These are wonderful! I might have been doing some awkward positions but you directed me well...just look how you executed these! It's amazing! But Why are you so dissapointed??"

Shou was silent for awhile not being able to find his words for a moment.
"I don't know...I...just don't think i captured your true essance. Seeing you in person and comparing that to the photos don't reflect the way you are. The way you are here." Shou gently tapped Tsubasa's chest.
He ducked his head down, a clear sign of dissapointment and let out a frustrated sigh.
"Maybe i just need a new camera."
"You're too hard on yourself.." Tsubasa smiled as he gently patted Shou's head and tucking a long lock of golden hair behind his ear. "Lets go out and find one for you. The shop I was talking about earlier will definitely have one. Come, It'll make you feel much better!"

この感じる大きらい

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 03:57:43 GMT

なんかこのイモシオンは悲しい...
SO VULNERABLE
SO LOYAL
SO NEEDY
SO EMPTY.
With out realizing it, your life was mine.
Intertwining in the strings of fate
One by one, cut off.
Until there was nothing left.

If I can't see the light, I'm lost
If i can't feel the light, I'm numb.
Searching for something in the dark that doesn't exist.
For a future deemed forgotten from the beginning.

All i want is something to believe in, Someone I can trust.
Always living in your precious memory.
愛するということがこんなにも悲しなれば。愛することが出来ない.

Change

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 23:39:49 GMT

それは愛じゃない～愛はそれじゃない～
愛しているけど、　愛されてはいない！けっして愛じゃない
それはすべてあのかたのため。
愛より深いちゅうせいしん　

This was the way i used to think back in high school~It was this very motivational,these words, for me. I can't help but feel the same words have changed meanings now. It's funny how people can really hurt you intentionally. Emotions are so strong sometimes, that you hope for something that people can't and won't return back to you..... No matter how hard you try to put your heart and soul into things, there are times when people will always disappoint you *sighs* t 時々、約束がいらない....

~もしも人から、なせ彼を愛したのかと問い詰められたら、［それは彼が彼であったから、私が私であったから］と答える以外には、何とも言いようがないように思う。~
でも、愛するということがこんなにも悲しいなれば。

Giving In: Chapter 1

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:19:18 GMT

Ahhh, I'm a bit nervous ^^ this is only the second fanfic I've ever posted D: *gasps* And what was supposed to be kind of a short story turned out a tad bit longer than I had expected *headdesks* anyways. as you know It's Masakazu x Kanoe from Rh plus! (in which everyone should watch because there's so many shounen-ai hints it makes me happy x3

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Here's the first chapter! *dances*
I even made a banner for it haha xD;;

Title: Giving in
Pairing: Masakazu x Kanoe
Chapter: 1/?
Rating: PG (for now! =D)
Author: me (jun_x_kohta)

CHOOOO! KATA KATA KATA CHOOOOOO~!!!!

Upon hearing the sound of his cell phone ring blaringly into his ears, Masakazu rolled over sluggishly in his bed, not in any particular hurry to even attempt to wake up. He, of all people, valued his sleep especially when Kanoe had always won the favor of the girls during Goukon. Thus, resulting in making him work extra hard. It was always tiring to be on the losing side. Besides, it was the weekend! This meant sleeping in…and…

Masakazu let out a long sigh remembering that he had endless amounts of things to do and lying in bed was never remotely productive. Not to mention, Kiyoi would certainly be irritable if he had skipped breakfast again. Even though he’d never show it, being the calm mannered guy he always was.

Sitting up in his bed, Masakazu yawned widely and stretched his arms as much as he could trying to rid himself of any sleepiness that still lingered in his body. He felt extremely sore and achy probably due to the fact he slept in weird positions all through the night. Having had bad dreams last night was most likely the cause of this small misfortune. He seemed to be getting them a lot lately…most of them were flashbacks of his past that frankly he didn’t want to remember regardless of it being part of who he was.

Forgetting his aching body, he looked around for his phone, hoping he could find it under the piles of books that laid carelessly about his bedroom. He was always either too busy or too lazy to clean his room and living like this had never bothered him but it caused the others to stay away from his room by all means. Especially Kiyoi, though it hadn’t surprised him one bit since he liked his privacy more than anyone he had known.

Shoving some books to the side and back again, he caught glimpse of the silver corner of his keitai denwa. This time he was lucky enough to have found it so early into his search remembering last time he tried looking for something it dragged on into insane amount of hours…more than it should have. Uncovering his phone he held it up close so the small screen was visible through his tired stricken eyes.

“one new text…” he read out loud, pressing the VIEW button, desperately hoping it was something important… having had woken him up from his “beauty sleep” at an untimely hour.

Let’s go to Goukon tonight. We’ll see if you are “worthy” enough to be able to complete against me the this time around. ;D

-Kanoe<3

“EHHH!?? “ Masakazu almost shrieked in utter horrification at the thoughts of competing against Kanoe again. Last night was a total disaster; he ended up drinking himself to a stupor to keep him occupied from being totally shamed. Grasping tightly around his cell phone he became motivated as ever.

“Who does he think he is? I’ll show him my abilities as the true Goukon prince! JUST YOU WAIT!!”

Gaining much needed energy, Masakazu threw the covers off himself and without even changing into any clothes, bolted down the stairs eager to eat his much awaited breakfast. As usual, he found Kiyoi making the last of the meal when he came in. Everyone else had already been awake for hours.

“Mou! You slept in again?! We were waiting for you.… baka kazu!”

“Hai hai..eh? baka?! I didn’t sleep in! You guys are just awake early!” Masakazu said defensively, lightly poking Ageha in the forehead.

“Ohayou.” Kiyoi interjected hoping the boys would settle down and behave their age if they were distracted from one another. After all, he wanted to start eating as much as Ageha at this point and it was the first time they all decided to wait for him. Now seeing why they hadn’t before became plainly obvious.

“Ohayou.” Masakazu replied, seating himself next to Ageha. Eyeing up his French toast that was situated on his plate he hurriedly stuffed a few pieces in his mouth.

“Oishiiiiii!” he commented, cheeks full of French toast. Masakazu never really minded his manners when he was around them; they were like family anyways so why did he care?

“Of course it is!” Ageha pitched in again almost as if he was slightly offended by the thought of the food being described as only delicious. “After all it’s Kiyoi-san’s cooking. It’s always “Oishii”, ne?” Ageha turned his attention over to the other dark haired boy who had sat quietly next to him, eating his food and possibly not paying any attention to anyone else but the toast.
“Un.”

Masakazu gulped down a few more pieces and quickly finished his meal. After all, he wanted to see who was going to the Goukon this time. Lifting his glass filled with tomato juice as in a signal he was about to leave the table, the others followed his lead and lifting them in a toast like manner, drank from it.

“Mmm bloody.” They all said in unison. Strangely enough it had become a weird ritual at breakfast.

“Maa, I have things to go do now. Gochisousama!” Masakazu stood up from his seat and turned to leave to his room to change not worrying that he hadn’t spent enough time properly eating.
“Makoto-chan,” Masakazu paused addressing the dark haired boy, “make sure Ageha keeps out of trouble and Good luck with work, both of you.”

“Ehhhhhhhhhhh????? KAZU’S NOT COMING?” The sound of utensils hitting the table sounded throughout the room. “But you agreed!” Ageha complained in his most perfected whining voice, once again disappointed by the actions of his friend. He was more than hoping that his older, more experienced “brother” could help them on this case. “You’re going to Goukon aren’t you?” Ageha gave him a small glare of suspicion, “Ne ne ne! Don’t try to hide your true intentions~~!” he desperately clung to Kazu’s arm shaking back and forth in a rather pouty, spoiled manner.

“Ageha!” Kiyoi said firmly. He wasn’t in the mood to listen to them quarrel over such trivial things so early in the morning… “You’ll be fine by yourselves. If anything comes up Kazu will be able to sense it so please settle down ne?” he smiled as usual, hiding his true feelings under this sweet-like smile.

“hai…” Ageha replied, letting go of Masakazu’s arm and returning to sit at the breakfast table.

“I don’t know when I’ll be back but don’t worry about me! Gomen Ageha, I’ll make it up to you later!” Masakazu yelled as he bolted up the stairs to change into his Goukon-outing clothes.

Getting out of his pajamas, he dug through his dresser drawers to find a perfect outfit. He figured he’d wear his fashionably ripped and faded jeans and a cool designed t-shirt. These had always given him the onii-kei look he always liked in the first place. Besides, the lot of girls he knew from Goukon had always fawned over this style so maybe this time it could be to his advantage. Slipping on a white shirt that had clung just perfectly to his body shape, Masakazu adjusted it to make it comfortable making sure that there wasn’t a single crease in it. Then taking a nicely plaid patterned shirt to accent his clothing, he pulled that over his body as well. Before leaving his room he stood in front of the mirror making sure that everything was in mint condition. Taking one swipe through his hair he smiled contently at the image of himself reflected back at him. (image reference can be found here xDD ……)

“SAAA! IKIMASHOU!”

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Masakazu ran down the small streets of his neighborhood as fast as his feet could carry him. He was going to meet his friend Takarada to see the list of pretty girls he came up with for the Goukon. Depending on their beauty, he’d have to try harder to win their affection. Turning the corner and coming into view of a small over pass he spotted Takarada and rushed over to him.

“Gomen na~ I woke up late this morning. But…Takarada-kun…isn’t your jacket inside out??”
“Eh? Right right right…It is.” He fixed it and held out his hand to give Tamura an envelope. Taking it, Masakazu looked at the pictures of girls attending Goukon and without warning let out, “OHHHHH!!!! PRETTY WOMEN!!! TAKARADA-KUN YOU DID A GOOD JOB THIS TIME! When are we going to go meet them?”

“In about 5 hours, around 5 o’clock. I’ll meet you there at the usual spot so wait for me. I have lots of things to do. See ya”

“Un! Jya!” Masakazu waved goodbye. He was thrilled to go this time, even more than before. Smiling contently, he walked off holding the envelope in his hand and decided he’d kill some time. Shopping sounded fun to him at the moment….and going over to Harajuku Bridge to see the cosplayers. Shrugging his shoulders he continued to walk towards the busier part of town.

Pressing the entrance door open, Masakazu stepped inside the restaurant somewhat nervous. He wasn’t sure if the idea of meeting the girls caused his stomach to be in butterflies or if it was the fact he’d have to figure out how to beat Kanoe…. He scanned the room once to see if he could find his “companion” already sitting down at a table until he found him. Pursing his lips in an almost pout, Masakazu fixed his eyes on Kanoe who had already gained the attention of all the girls sitting down even with out him getting a fair starting chance. Letting out a “Hmph” Masakazu smoothly walked his way over to the table and sat down next to the prettiest girl.
“ah! Tamura-kun!” Kanoe interrupted his chatting to give notice to his friend. “You’re a little late I see, how un-gentlemanly of you.” Kanoe gave him a sarcastic smile. Always teasing Masakazu was what he loved doing best since the reactions he got were more than entertaining.

“That guy!! Already trying to make me look bad! Fine then, I take your challenge! ><”

“Hmm? What was that? I heard something but I must have been too distracted by all these beautiful women to comprehend it.” Masakazu gave a smile right back to Kanoe signaling that the game had already started and there was no way he was going to back down any time soon.

Turning his attention to the girl sitting next to him, Masakazu smiled and held his gaze on her until she had felt his bold gaping. That’s when she asked, “Is there something wrong?”

Masakazu smiled wider and shook his head “U~unn. I just thought… didn’t I see you on the cover of Vogue?” The woman smiled at him and shook her head shyly. “Why would I be? I’m not pretty enough to even be a model.”

Kanoe almost choked on the drink he was sipping at the idea of Masakazu using this as a form of complimenting. He HAD to be joking. Kanoe stifled a laugh before he interrupted their lovely conversation.

“Miss, I could search the world trying to find someone that could compare to you. But I would never find eyes like yours. Deep…rich…full of emotion. Anyone would be crazy not to hire you as a model.”

The girl turned her head over to Kanoe and albeit it was completely obvious, blushed so much her face resembled a cherry. Clearly this had won her over and Masakazu could not figure out why. Actually he didn’t really want too.

The night progressed on like this and as usual Masakazu had already been beaten in everything he tried. Origami, poems, compliments, hobbies, likes and dislikes…everything! He didn’t know why Kanoe was so good at things like this and in all truth it bugged the hell out of him. Everyday he’d come home and not even get a chance to take any of the girls home with him. The worst days were on the unrestricted days. Those were by far the most wonderful but he’d always fail to even get one girl because of Kanoe. Didn’t help that his competitor spoke 3 languages and talked with words full of poem and song and Masakazu didn’t. He supposed that the competition was worth fighting for regardless of his winning or losing. He had known plenty of girls that would come to him despite their lack of familiarity towards each other but Masakazu hated these girls the most…and not to mention their blood tasted spoiled.

Sighing Masakazu planted his head on his arms, tired and worn out from trying. He was about to fall asleep when he felt a small tug on the back of his shirt.

“Tamura-kun. Lets go home.” A familiar voice softly commanded him. After all it did feel insanely late.

He looked up to find a pair of soft brown eyes staring back at him and a sweet, content smile.

“Oh, Kanoe…”

“The girls have already left. You’ve been drifting off so much I don’t think you even noticed…”

Masakazu looked around surprised to find the restaurant almost empty and no where in sight were the girls.

“I thought…why are they…what am I…”
“They went home. I turned them all down. After all I wasn’t in the mood to be accompanying them all night!” Kanoe let out a small laugh. “Let’s go home. It’s getting late. No use staying here.”

Nodding his head, Masakazu stood up from his seat and slowly made way over to the exit. Kanoe followed behind him. The night air was more refreshing than it had been cold; it was surely the perfect time of year. The streets were lit up and shining brightly and no matter how many times Masakazu had walked these streets day and night, the feeling of comfort never left them.

Masakazu let out a deep long sigh and glancing over at Kanoe, something hit him. It hadn’t really occurred to him before but…looking more closely at him now, Kanoe looked devastatingly striking. Soft pale skin, Dark wavy hair…Even though he would never fully admit it...Masakazu admired Kanoe. Every moment of his life he wanted to become a little more like him. Attractive, tall, and definitely good with words and women. He couldn’t help but feel this kind of odd attraction towards him. Masakazu couldn’t quite figure it out. He had known quite a few handsome men in his life but when he looked at Kanoe the feeling was different… he began to think there was something more to the puzzle than met the eye.

Looking over at this man who walked so casually beside him he began to think of something…Something that he knew he’d never ask before…Frankly it made him nervous and frustrated at the same time just thinking about it. He felt his heart sink…Masakazu had known that if this is what he wanted he’d have to give up everything and submit to Kanoe, of all people….Sighing once more to calm his nerves he dismissed the thoughts he was having and without thinking, yelled out, “KANOE-KUN! TEACH ME THE WAYS OF GOUKON! ONEGAISHIMASU!”

Kanoe turned his head. “Haaa?”

“I want you to teach me how to be good at attracting girls…” Masakazu’s voice trailed off…surely believing that this must have sounded stupid coming from his mouth.

Kanoe laughed. “My friend. It’s all about the art of seduction.”

“Seduction?”

“Indeed.” Kanoe smiled and put his arm around Masakazu’s shoulders. “To make a womans heart beat with just one look of the eye. It’s not that simple my friend. But If you’re willing to learn then I’ll teach you, Masakazu. Who always looses to me anyways. Haha. I’m just giving you a hard time…anyways, Lets go over to my place. There will be less distractions there since I live alone…what do you say?”

“Ah, sounds…perfect.” Masakazu mumbled shyly even for someone as straightforward as he was.

“Cheer up! You’re in good hands! You’ll have women flock to your side in no time…”

Sono mama~

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 02:36:12 GMT

This song is beautiful and it really touched me on this super deep level~ everytime i listen to it it makes me melt inside xD and I feel happy again. Sono mama~<3
Whenever you feel sad and miss someone dearly, remember these words my friends~
(song is by smap) you can watch it here>>>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LeledNG95HQ&feature=related

Lyrics:
Just this way
If you'd stay the same as always
In every tomorrow we share
I'll always give you my heart
.....

When i needed someone~
You were there by my side
You felt like a person I'd known long before we met
Yet in the morning I woke up to find that you were no longer beside me
Remember as we cuddled, two shadows merged into one...
Or have you already forgotten?

On a large Table.. two glasses side by side
Knowing that we'll always meet again
And the joy to every moment that it brings

Just this way
If you'd stay the same as always
In every tomorrow we share
I'll always give you my heart

for this courage you've brought me...
I'll give you my love in return
You once told me this:
"I'm afraid of us becoming too close"

You'd only commit to relationships
that can never end in parting

Each returning morning, every lonely night
Knowing we'll always meet again
And the joy in every moment that it brings..

Just this way
If you'd stay the same as always
In every tomorrow we share
I'll always give you my heart

I love you...
every little thing about you
Your presence is what gives me strength
Beautiful

Lets walk together from now on
down the path of tomorrow

Just this way
If you're here by my side always
In every tomorrow we share
I'll always give you my heart

for this courage you've brought me...
I'll give you my love in return.....

AND! I was thinking about love one day and had become overly sad about it. Really, really sad I listened to this song and IT DOES MIRACLES!! I'm like "omfg I love this song so dearly!" Honestly~ You all should listen to it! If you find yourself in need of encouraging words..this will boost your genki-ness <33

My way by def tech
http://kikkizz.imeem.com/music/5CnoqdrB/def_tech_my_way/

**only the english in the song xD

"Believe it my way"
are some words to live by
No matter how you feelin'
even if you wanna cry

You gotsta do what you do,
stayin' true to your crew
Givin' it soul on the role
but always keepin' it new

With your own style,
own existence, own reality
Bring complexity
and love with creativity

Days are something special
be your own vessel
Just take what's inside
and give it a wrestle

Bring it to the light of day
take flight
Inject your own music
to make up your own hype

It don't matter what you say,
gotsta do it my way
Don't display dismay
stand up straight and portray

What you are inside
so you know who you are
Livin' it up, with no doubt
ready for any scar

So that's it, go make a hit,
go out, benefit
From the words that we spit
and never, never, ever quit

Reach out, extend your hand,
you'll find something' to grab
Someone to help you, no doubt
, when times make you sad
But just remember after the storm,
there will be calm

Lift yourself up, take head,
lift up yourself, indeed
Doin' "my way"
you gonna find you got all that you need
Life is too short, don't regret
or look back to forget

UPLOADS [ALICE NINE]

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:46:53 GMT

[CDJAPAN]
Album. ALPHA
Artist. Alice Nine
Release date. 2007
Language. Japanese
Genre. Rock

01ZERO♥
02Cosmic World
03蒼い鳥
04JEWELS
059th Revolver
06-Dice-♥
07NUMBER SIX
08虹彩
09White Prayer
10
11Blue Planet ♥
12Cradle to [ALPHA]

DOWNLOAD rar @
⇢ [Mediafire]

--------COMMENTS/NOTES-------------
PV FOR COSMIC WORLD IS *HERE* IF YOU WANT TO WATCH~<33
♥ Alice nine have finally made a whole album in which i LOOOOVEEEEE! *cheers them on* I watched Cosmic world a few days ago and I simply love their outfits! xDD LOLOL I can't get over the shiny gold pants Shou is wearing :3 *wibbles* My favorite song so far is ZERO so maybe test drive that if you don't feel as ambitious to download the whole album :D (those marked with hearts are my favorite songs)

SCANS FOR THE CD~~~*thanks to rainbowbetty*

KJHDJGVFJSVF

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 18:29:11 GMT

SAMMY!!!
*WIBBLES* He's just so freaking cute!!!!!!!
I think i already spoil him too much...

tsuyoku~

Fri, 26 Oct 2007 23:36:57 GMT

闇の夜空が　二人分かつのは
呼び合う心　裸にするため

飾り脱ぎ捨て　すべて失くす時
何かが見える

The dark night sky separates us
to lay bare our hearts as they call out to each other.
Cast off your useless trappings. Some things can only be seen
when you've lost everything.

風よ　私は立ち向かう
行こう　苦しみの海へと

絆　この胸に刻んで
砕ける　波は果てなくとも

Oh wind, I will stand and face you!
I will go to the sea of anguish,
though bonds cut my chest,
and the crushing waves are endless.

何を求めて　誰も争うの？
流した血潮　花を咲かせるの？

尊き明日　この手にするまで
出会える日まで

What does everyone seek by fighting?
Does spilled blood cause flowers to bloom?
Until the precious tomorrow is in my hands...
Until the day we meet...

風よ　私は立ち向かう
行こう　輝きを目指して

祈り　この胸に抱きしめ
彷徨う　闇のような未来

Oh wind, I will stand and face you!
I will go and head for the brilliance.
Embracing prayer to my heart,
I wander the seemingly dark future.

風よ　私はおそれない
愛こそ見つけだした奇跡よ

君を　信じてる歓び
嵐は　愛に気づくために吹いてる

Oh wind, I am not afraid!
Love is the miracle I have found!
It's my joy to believe in you.
The storm blows so that we might realize [our] love

[2005.11.16] SID(シド) // Hoshi no miyako

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 01:37:47 GMT

[CDJAPAN] | [yesasia]

Album. Hoshi no miyako
Artist. SID(シド)
Release date. 2005.11.16
Language. Japanese
Genre. Pop rock

01Ringo ame
02Alibi
03Sono Daisho
04Caramel
05Aikagi
06Hoshi no miyako
07Eru(yell)
08Sweet?
09Izon no iwa
010Toge to neko
011Binetsu

DOWNLOAD zip @ ?kbps
⇢ [Divshare] | [Divshare]

--------COMMENTS/NOTES-------------
I really love this band a lot. Their music is often really cute and upbeat most the time and it makes you want to smile I think =) The songs that got me hooked were SWEET? and Alibi so go and listen to those songs first and be brainwashed by the awesome xD
Hope everyone enjoys this album cause i love it! ^0^/

[2007.04.11] D'espairsRay // Mirror

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 16:55:35 GMT

ACK! i accidentally posted this at my LJ! *laughs* I'm such a spazz..whatever.

I Love this band a lot~ Personally I think they are one of the best out there in the jrock world. Hizumi's voice is simply unique and VERY recognizable. It's so deep and sexy *~* I'm sure any rock fan would love this album ♥
If you aren't sure in downloading the whole album listen to SQUALL It's pure awesome. trust me =D
The songs i like have a heart before them

[ CDJAPAN] | [ YESASIA]

Album. MIRROR
Artist. D'espairsRay
Release date. 2007.04.11
Language. Japanese
Genre. Rock /gothic

01DAMNED
02 ♥ Trick-Star
03 MIRROR
04 ♥ SIXTY-NINE
05 ♥ Kogoeru yoru ni saita hana
06Screen
07LOST SCENE
08 Hollow
09 Closer to ideal
10 Angel Dust
11 ♥ SQUALL
12Kaleidoscope

DOWNLOAD @ 116.39MB [ divshare ]

DespairsRay

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:58:09 GMT

The meaning of despairs ray~
(god it was so cool to finally understand their band name)
LOL even though its a bit morbid O.o
最近の密かな楽しみは

Despair...

Despair...looses breath
anxiety, illusion, hatred
Dark...and deep...
Fall...fall....fall...

Ray...

A light...beating pulse..
Limitless possibilites...
Hope...freedom...
Flooding..flooding..flooding

The agony of living..
And the hope that comes from being in agony
Those are the fate among every living

DESPAIRS RAY

7 Deadly sins [ICONS]

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:38:55 GMT

YAY! Hi everybody! I have come with more KATTUN Icons~!! *jumps around* these are themed as "7 deadly sins" because well each icon has one of the "sins" on it~~sooooo
I really hope people enjoy and use them~~(wahh these really take so long to make ;__;)
As always Take, Credit and comments are always LOVE

teasers::

*Note:
I know some aren't finished..I actually didn't
like how my "sloth and greed" Icons were coming out
so i stopped making them gomen na~~

Junno x 7
Koki x 7
Kame x 7
Maru x 5
Ueda x 4
Jin x 4

JUNNO BATCH

1	2	3

4	5	6

7

KOKI BATCH

1	2	3

4	5	6

7

KAME BATCH

1	2	3

4	5	6

7

MARU BATCH

1	2	3

4	5

UEDA BATCH

1	2	3

4

JIN BATCH

1	2	3

4

.·:*¨`*:·. NUMBER SIX.·:*¨`*:·.